Beliefs are sometimes demanding. Often they break in on us unexpectedly and take to ordering us around like uninvited tyrants. One minute we鈥檙e happy about our business. The next minute, we find ourselves with an uncomfortably demanding belief.

This tyrant takes office and issues an imperative with such compelling force that we鈥檙e unable to look him in the eye and say 鈥渘o.鈥 While the tyrant will have nothing of direct defiance, though, he can often be appeased by the promise of deferred obedience. If we promise him obedience later, he鈥檒l often take the bait. And if we put him off long enough, he might just go away.

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鈥淭hese images seem a little PG-13 for a church service,鈥 he thinks, as he half deflects his gaze from the screen. The multimedia presentation unveils the lives of children in the inner city 鈥 abandoned or living under the 鈥渃are鈥 of drug-addicted, homeless parents. This particular slide presents a young girl (is she even a teenager?) with a muddy face sitting in what looks like a gutter. The voice behind the image says that she was selling drugs (and worse) to support herself and her younger siblings.

After about 10 minutes, the multimedia presentation ends (mercifully) and a couple in their 40s takes the stage. They say these children are everywhere. We drive past them every time we鈥檙e anywhere near the city.

The woman explains with tears in her eyes how she and her husband have abandoned 鈥渘ormal life鈥 in order to be Christ for these abandoned children. Whatever time is not spent embracing, feeding, loving and providing health care for these children is spent in front of church congregations like ours. They invite the congregation to pray for them. It鈥檚 a sincere invitation. But everyone knows they need our money.

As he so often does with such passion, grace and humility, Pastor Doug exhorts the congregation to stretch out in generosity toward these dear folks who鈥檝e given up everything for the sake of 鈥減ure religion.鈥

He believes 鈥 he knows 鈥 that this really is pure religion at its best. He believes that this cause is just. He believes that this couple is sincere. He believes it would be a moral outrage to say 鈥渘o鈥 to this request from his financial position. He believes that he should donate $100. Why that number? He鈥檚 not sure. But he knows beyond a shadow of a doubt that he should give that amount.

The tyrant has taken office. These beliefs are demanding. What kind of a wretch would he be to say 鈥渘o鈥? He can鈥檛 take seriously anything other than the intention to give to this cause.

But he stops short of actual obedience. He doesn鈥檛 have the cash. He could write a check. But didn鈥檛 his wife just purchase an airline ticket out of that account? Does it have $100 in it? If he overdraws his account, there鈥檚 a $7.50 fee. Then again, maybe there鈥檚 more in the account than he thinks! Maybe he can give more than $100! He鈥檒l get online after church, check out his finances, and make a contribution. He picks up the prayer card on his way out of the service so he鈥檒l know where to send the money.

Next thing he knows, it鈥檚 Wednesday. Driving to USC for a meeting, he remembers the presentation at church. Somehow, the beliefs don鈥檛 present themselves as forcefully now. It鈥檚 a good cause, of course. But there are millions of good causes. He鈥檚 not a stingy person. He鈥檚 given (and he鈥檚 currently giving) to plenty of good causes. Still, when he gets home tonight, he鈥檒l contribute $100.

His next conscious thought of the ministry occurs about a year later. He鈥檚 writing a book on self-deception and he鈥檚 searching his memory for illustrations of self-deception by means of procrastination. Interestingly, he鈥檚 not wracked with guilt over not having given. He should have given, to be sure. But he鈥檚 not a moral wretch for not having given. Certainly he鈥檚 not been inhumane 鈥 a little careless, maybe, but not inhumane. The tyrant is gone.

Often our strongest moral beliefs will diminish or even disappear if we procrastinate acting on them. So whenever a moral belief moves in and demands uncomfortable action, life offers us a deal. Agree to act on this belief 鈥 but not now. Agree with yourself to act on it later. Procrastination will cause the belief to wane in strength. And if you can put off action long enough, the belief (together with its particular opportunity for obedience) might disappear altogether.